.Bring.It.To.The.Surface.

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Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:23:38 GMT

late.

as of 11.25.06...

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 02:15:14 GMT

OMFG! I LOVE YOU!

♥ ama

crap!

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 22:37:29 GMT

for the first time in my life i am heartbroken, my first boyfriend, my first everything...turned out to be an asshole. he broke my heart and it just hurts so much. i just dont understand how someone can say they love you and then disregard you like you dont matter. idk. for once my mom was right...how scary. if my mom only knew the truth of it all shed flip!
at least i can count on my friends. i love you guys and i am sorry if it seems like i have been neglecting you.

♥ ama

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 04:15:05 GMT

my life i half and half right now...like the creamer...

its good becuse i have a job and im doing good. i also am happy realtionship wise...finally.

i dont know...

i need love

♥
ama

wtf! how stupid

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 19:31:36 GMT

i not even sure of what i did. omg. was it right? it was a mistake.... i didnt even get a say...

♥

ama

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:46:31 GMT

life is retarded

♥
ama

deep regret

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 19:34:56 GMT

I don’t know who to believe anymore. Yet at the same time, deep down, I think I know the truth. It must be simply ignorance on my part of not wanting to believe that a friend could hurt me so deeply. I think I have to rethink about who I hang around with. I don’t know.I'm just going to get over it and put it behind me. I know that really there are only a few people in my life who genuinely care about and understand me. Thanks Kayla, Tom, Daniela, and Alex. I love you all. Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 22:22:12 GMT

quit it.

:-(

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 00:29:03 GMT

a sadness i can't climb out of...

♥
ama

him?

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 04:04:33 GMT

amazing how fast things can happen!!! for the better no doubt...

woosh....
ama

retarded

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 16:56:38 GMT

my never ending problem still persists. the only one who i think actually knows what i am talking about is tom lol. probobly b/c he has his own ongoing stuff too. well school starts in a matter of days and i have not met any of my summer goals. id love to do the whole "my life sucks" bit but i dont think anyone wants to hear about it. o well.

plz call me if you care

♥
ama

updated pimpette song...and still true

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 19:13:36 GMT

P-I-M-P-E-DOUBLE-T-TO-THE-E!

yo! pimpette?!?!

what?! what?!

THAT'S ME!

I've got the skills

To give you the thrills

To send chills up your spine

So if you give me the time...

I'll BLOW your MIND!

wouldn't you like to know?

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 15:00:32 GMT

P-I-M-P-E-DOUBLE-T-TO-THE-E!

yo! what? what?

pimpette

THAT'S ME!

sad

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 02:38:08 GMT

my grandparents were in the hospital...:(

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:55:13 GMT

i feel like i have been letting all of my friends down. half of my firnds dont even care about me. fake people suck. i am so stressed out. work is driving me over the edge! my boss was there. the BIG boss. hard stuff to deal with. my whole body hurts! and i have so many unanswered questions.

why cant i be 3 years older?

what is it with me and guys with that name?

call me.

ill try to answer scottie.

and tom

and dan

and starfire

srry everyone...

xo
ama

w/e

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 17:43:44 GMT

schedual:

pre-calculus

AP american history

practical nursing

yay!

not really

♥
ama

mixed

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 01:56:45 GMT

hmmm. today was happy. then when i got home i was sad.

pshhh whatever

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 16:49:02 GMT

grrrs. phone taken away till i can pay the the 50 bucks.

mosquito bites suck

&& acid reflux is acting up.

oooOOooOOOOooOOo...boredum

ooOOOoooOoo

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 03:47:56 GMT

hahaha. me. sabrina. reana. danielle. mall. target. candy. soda. airfreshener. = FUN

wooooooosssshhhhh

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 19:50:44 GMT

first day of work was awesome! i worked from 4 to 10:30 yesterday. okay so come visit me! i work at the fountains at Cantina Laredo and the next time i work is tuesday at 6 and thursday at 5...

hmm besides that. not much. i need to go to the gym.

♥ ama

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 23:30:50 GMT

ooOOoo boredum...mom let me back in the house...yay. call me after 9

hmmhmmm

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 18:05:35 GMT

i fell asleep on a tile floor last night. good thing my friend called me at 1:00 am or i wlda been there the whole night. oooOOOoooOoo....

♥
ama

fuck

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 18:23:14 GMT

its totally not fucking fair!!! i am so on the fence!!! what do i fucking do!?!?! i am so confused about so many things. and it really sucks beacuse i cant get specific about what they are...i mean i just fell that i cant tell anybody. and when i do write thoes kinda things here i hafta compleatly privatize the entry and so it must seem as though i dont update as much as i do...well anyhow uhhmm got a job. yay it starts friday or saturday depends on when they need me...

i have been having out of this world kinda dreams some are good...some are bad and some are really good. i hafta wonder what they mean though. in a way im trying to get over it. i know im being vague but tough shitt. and at the circus as well? what does that have anything to do with it. o well im fucking insane. i guess and will always be # 2. or #3 or #4 in this particular instance..

xo
ama

fucking moron

Tue, 09 May 2006 21:23:34 GMT

wow. im so stupid. apparantly i can make the same mistake twice.

grrs....headaches and such...

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 22:35:33 GMT

i need...